Not so January Blues

Hi Again,

Well alot of things have happened since I last posted, some exciting and some scary but needed.

I told you in the October post that I am working with Manchester Cancer and MacMillan, well since then I completed my induction training and am now down to attend several meetings over the next few weeks. I am very excited because I am in such a PRIVILEGED position being able to research and work towards my PhD in psycho-oncology, resulting in me earning a Dr title, but I am able to pro-actively work to assist in changing cancer services in the North West. My PhD work is coming along now, im getting to grips with what I need to be writing, I have had days where Ive been ill, but I have managed to get a bit done on them days so its slowly but surely on its way. As for my voluntary role I am able to take part in as littel or as much as I can which is perfect. The people I work with are amazing, the group ethos is that of change through experience and education, having service users inform how health care needs changing is the most valuable part. No one but the users know what its like being at the end of something that doesnt work, or equally that does and so we ask for more of it. I finally feel VALUED as my RAMBLINGS seem to have a place now, outside of driving my Mum mad with them

Aurora

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Our first Christmas tree 2015! With many more to come ❤

50! My first love, my Dad has turned 50 this January, I cant believe it. Ive seen my parents turn 30 and 40 now its 50! The years just disappear, I try and get to see them when I can (more than once a week, poor sods thought they were rid of me).

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My Dad and Baby Brother x

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My Mummy and Daddy ❤ 

Oh and I went to the Dr for my dementia test (they used a test used to assess dementia to get a crude reading of my neurocognitive function), this is relating to PCCI (Post Chemotherapy Cognitive Impairment). She asked 5 Qs then stopped and said its clear I have great difficulties! I will be nothing without my brain as my body is packing in on itself gradually. Please spare me a thought as I will be seeing the Dr tomorrow to see how we move forward, fingers crossed it shouldnt take too long!

Anyway im going to finish with some piccies of the band from Friday night.

Thanks for reading, and Good Night! x

Catch up…

Hey,

I realise its been a long time since posting on here (nearly 2 months), alot has been going on in my life.

I still have not heard from my university about allowing me more time which is really worrying me now 😥 . I hope I can as im so passionate about it and can see the significance of the research. SO its just a waiting game for now.

NEW RESEARCH…

finally I found some interesting research which explains some of the cognitive deficits and emotional issues I have related to my cancer http://www.cancernetwork.com/oncology-nursing/cancer-survivors-diagnosed-teens-risk-cognitive-problems This means that we may now move forward and help with these issues and hopefully prevent them.

I want to share my Brothers band with you, they are call URBAN THEORY! They are insanely talented, my brother sings and plays rhythm, so here is a video from YouTube, If you like what you see add them on: FACEBOOK https://www.facebook.com/urban.theory1?fref=ts

WORDPRESS https://urbantheoryuk.wordpress.com/

Arctic Monkeys-I bet that you look good on the dancefloor, ORIGINAL TRACK-Born Yesterday and Finally, Stone Roses-I wanna be Adored.

The Who-My Generation

Their own song Ugly Nightmares

Finally I want to share some pictures that make me happy 😀

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GOODBYE FOR NOW

Collie 🙂